1. |
Depression
02:29
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I want to be where you are
Anywhere but here
Swimming in a sea of meaninglessness
& nothingness
I don’t understand
Suspicion
You don’t say anything
Just leave me to be
While we’re the best in the land
I want to be where you are
Nobody cares
I want to be where you are
Right here
Right now
& no, nobody cares
Nothing I can say
Nothing I can do
If that’s the way, who am I to argue?
Got things & money we care about
As long as I am not really here
I want to be where you are
Nobody cares
I want to be where you are
Right here
Right now
& no, nobody cares
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2. |
Bruxism
02:33
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Might’ve lost you in the crowd
& it’s a big crowd
It's loud, endowed
Howling loud & proud
Deep & down
Might’ve had to go it alone
Might've had to do it
Stagger past
Between deep in fields
& it’s a big field
It’s real
Feel all hope it lost ‘til there you are
A beacon
Yer beaming countenance
Eyes beholden & in a trance
Rush toward
Push forward
Hug big
There you are/you’re here/Here we are
As if there was no-one here but you
If there was no-one here but me
Would you?
Could you?
Should you?
There I was
It was then I knew
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3. |
I Miss My Dealer
03:20
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Don’t want to fight
Don’t wanna die with the pry innocent life
Just knock me out
Just want my cranium to quiet down
I follow him to his Prius at two & a quarter
It’s not the same
I miss my old dealer
I miss my dead dealer
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4. |
Contrition
03:13
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Fragments of a transitory tenure ripped asunder
Do you ever notice?
Can I ever know this?
Got me a question & I would like to get an answer
Can I get a minute?
Iddy bitty wilderness
Kept beleaguered, fevered
Leaving left back at the start
Do you ever notice?
Can I ever know this?
Cracked patterns of habit got me looking in the mirror
Can I get a minute?
How’d it ever get this far?
Before we leave together I need to know am I a bad person?
Like I think sometimes
Or am I a good person?
Cos I try sometimes
I’ve felt the demon beast revel in me & I need to know if he is merely me?
HOLLA!
Prostate before Jesus porn
There’s thinking & there’s doing
Do you ever notice?
Can I ever know this?
My species don’t come off as too good upon picky reviewing
& I never noticed
Can I ever know anything?
Cracked patterns of habit got me looking in the mirror
Can I get a minute?
How’d it ever get this far?
Got me a question & I would like to get an answer
Can I get a minute?
How’d it ever get this far?
Before we can continue I need to know am I a bad person?
Like I think sometimes
Or am I a good person
Cos I try sometimes
I’ve felt the demon beast revel in me & I need to know if he is merely me?
HOLLA!
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5. |
Drunk Bible
02:07
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You are not going to like what I have to tell you
Inferior feels
Externalising
You are not going to like what I have to tell you
I didn’t ring you because I wanted to die
Never knew enough
Never known anything
Catastrophising everything to the point of purest fun
What have I done, homeslice?
Everyone else seems so happy
Everyone else seems so sad
This might just be the best that I’ve ever had
No way of knowing
I just needed someone to talk to
I needed to see your face
All loneliness has robbed me of the ability to recognise shapes
Everything is happening & it’s overwhelming FUCKER
I remember falling
I remember falling at you
I remember falling
I remember falling in bliss
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6. |
MIKEY
02:48
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7. |
Le Jardin Magique
02:37
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8. |
Sister Edit
05:12
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Mirror
Flower
Water
Moon
River
Shower
Matter
Swoon
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YAY MARIA UK
Queer & trans musical artist (She/her) documenting her transition.
If I can make one
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